No matter what i have done in the past that would make everything better, it just went to waste. Uncountable times i am doing my best but rejection or failure is what comes next. Well, to be honest for all of the things that happened, i just can't hold any longer to accept failure. But i don't have any choice either to make it better...
I don't know, it just too much. Literally, too much. One by one, failures comes along. And right now, the failures meet me at once. Is this what people call with Time Bomb? Every minutes pass just make you closer with "the bomb". So i think this what happens to me. No matter where i am escaping or running, in the end i am going to meet "the bomb". Is there any word that could describe beyond giving up? If there is an exact word like that, i want to say that i am doing that word.
All i need is just years of sleep, so i don't have to face everything at once like this. From now on, i give up to anything called ambitions, dreams and everything related to them....
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