My 3rd Day of My Own Therapy

Hi, Today i made a tough choice actually. I decided to not join Kampus Update program, though i have been selected for first phase from 130 participants... but i am still thinking it is not the right call for me (Actually, i have been a part of Seputar Kampus, and it would make me tired by having 2 works at the same time) Finally, i made the video for XL CEO selection. I know, it turns out bad for the result but at least if i lose, it doesn't matter because i was already trying.

From all of the morning till evening, i was being with my friends doing assignment for competition. I've got to say (again) i am still get no interested for doing anything. All i want is just sleep, sleep and other sleep, so i don't have to know what happened to the world. It just still amazing, i'd able to think and writing like this... because i'd prefer sleeping to this.

Today i learned something, all i know that how i can trust other people right now, no matter how i put some efforts to do good things, it is still never enough for them. I am wrong in their eyes, though i am doing for others. I don't know. Actually i am too tired to think all of these things...