Hi. I am so talkative right now... hahaha. But i think it is quite good for me because even though i am unstable, i able to maintain my emotional. I don't know because of this writing things or others but i feel it is kind of good progress ! Right now i am writing on my competition paper. To all disappointment happened before, i am going to redefine my view about it as a lesson. Because everything happened was a thing to learn not to be regretted for long time, though it is okay to be sad because of the failure. Maybe i said it was a failure because i didn't win.
But somehow i just realized competition is not all about winning. It is about learning. Maybe i need to be keep reminded of winning is not everything. Winning or Losing is just matter of title but learning is the reason why the competition is held. Keep in mind, that everything to be mine will never pass a mile or an inch from me. I just remembered how happy i am to be able to learn from the competitions before. My mind was about winning, that was a moment i was already losing. I am going to have 2 (or 3 maybe) competitions for the next weeks. i hope when i lose again, i am not going to be very sad or mad at me. Or just losing is always part of me?
No matter how i am trying to forget, it just getting stronger and stronger. Guess it is the heart's doing for caring the other heart. All i can do is praying in the silence, wishing you the best in the future.
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