This is a soundcloud from my friend's friend (not him, but the vocalist is). I know this is a gospel but quite universal for everyone to hear this song. And i love her voice too much, kind of being her fan i think haha. And another song from her to be heard, check this out :-)

Been Thinking (Finally)

"To what you could never possibly have in the future, will we learn much or suffer much or both from you in the present?" 

Well, it is quite something for me. Whether things that we could never have will only give suffer or not. Been on my mind for a while, why we need to face something/someone that we could never have if they were not meant to be. It has been a while, i had done with my end-term test while i were doing for many things, such as starting to not be too dependable to a person. Quite resolution indeed, but yeah let see the result later on. Yesterday, was the day. The special day, for me, because it was the last time i saw very important one in person. Though, it was my resolve to not thinking this person as special person again and I have been trying right now so i wish i could forgot every moment that we had cherished and shared in these 2 months of holiday. Finally, life is getting upturn -at least for this moment-

Anyway i have been busy for things i am not quite sure whether being with them is comfortable or not. Or actually It just my anxiety toward people now. The truth, i am in the state of fearing of welcoming people to my life, kind of not wanting to meet new people and -a little intention- people i have known. I thought some place was comfortable but somehow someone made it not right, i am just can't stand against them and it lessen the comfortable i have felt. Convincing yourself, perhaps is the thing i do right now to make sure i am still capable doing everything i have committed to and ensure no relationship conflict with other people. The best way i thought. But only one or two made me feel uncomfortable, the rest were very good and very warm. They welcome me very well and listen to my words, being acknowledged is a rare thing nowadays, so at least they still make me feel very comfortable.

I did not know this thing is another problem or not, but having someone text-ed me saying sweet words have changed my mood for the whole day, only once though. I do not know if this is another upturn or just going to be another depression. Let see what God has planned for me in the future time :-)

See you in Next 3 Months!

Say Hi to Marvin, Dinda, and Kemal

End-term Test is done ! Hurraayy, Holiday is coming to papa! Happy Holiday to everyone see you in the new term as senior ;) Glad this term have given me so much quality time and so many experiences i had. Gonna missin' this awesome days with everyone for 3 months. Still having no plan for the upcoming holiday but let's take a break from everything for awhile teehee

Being there

It just very good story

Alexander The Great.......

Alexander the great's last words
"Ice melts when heated"
"Eyes melt when hated"

Alexander, after conquering many kingdoms, was returning home. On the way, he fell ill and it took him to his death bed.

With death staring him in his face, Alexander realized how his conquests, his great army, his sharp sword and all his wealth were of no consequence.

He now longed to reach home to see his mother's face and bid her his last adieu. But, he had to accept the fact that his sinking health would not permit him to reach his distant homeland. So, the mighty conqueror lay prostrate and pale, helplessly waiting to breathe his last.

He called his trusted generals and said, "I will depart from this world soon and I have three wishes, please carry out them out without fail."
With tears flowing down their cheeks, the generals agreed to abide by their king's last wishes.

"My first desire is that", said Alexander, "My physicians alone must carry my coffin."
After a pause, he continued, "Secondly, I desire that when my coffin is being carried to the grave, the path leading to the graveyard be strewn with gold, silver and precious stones which I have collected in my treasury".

The king felt exhausted after saying this. He took a minute's rest and continued. "My third and last wish is that both my hands be kept dangling out of my coffin."

The people who had gathered there wondered at the king's strange wishes. But no one dared bring the question to their lips. Alexander's favorite general kissed his hand and pressed them to his heart. "Oh! our king, we assure you that your wishes will all be fulfilled. But tell us why do you make such strange wishes?"

At this, Alexander took a deep breath and said: "I would like the world to know of the three lessons I have just learned."

"I want my physicians to carry my coffin because people should realize that no doctor can really cure any body. They are powerless and cannot save a person from the clutches of death. So let not people take life for granted.

The second wish of strewing gold, silver and other riches on the way to the graveyard is to tell People that not even a fraction of gold will come with me. I spent all my life earning riches but cannot take anything with me. Let people realize that it is a sheer waste of time to chase wealth.

And about my third wish of having my hands dangling out of the coffin, I wish people to know that I came empty into this world and empty handed I go out of this world".

With these words, the king closed his eyes. Soon he let death conquer him and breathed his last..!!

copied from : Islam's Facebook Account