Somehow

I accepted everything and it was very fine, excluded one matter. I'm still hoping for no reasons, even tough i know what the consequences are for me. I know that from the start it is going to be hard-way yet i still want to through that way.

Miracles are only miraculous miracle. It is never happened. That time i realized that we'll never make it. But who knows someday my effort is going to be paid by God. All i can do is wishing and hoping. It is a hope that i'll only wish ever for ...

Yeah, that's the truth

I don't know what to say right now... It just that everything happened for reasons now. Somehow, i enjoy my absurd life. I really enjoy it right now, no matter how absurd it is.... I still fucked in love with you for all of these three years

God might know the best yet i'm still hoping that another fate will meet me.