Galau lagi Galau lagi

Today, on Geography and Math lesson i didn't pay much attention to the lesson, but i pay more to my class and its people. Well in my you-may-call recess time there is something that really made me do some thought about it. Yeah, not far from other post, it is still about love. How many times i should explain this, yeah sometimes telling about love just make boys become weak. geez.

Back to my recess time, yeah my friends, 2 people, and they are couple, they were arguing each other. They don't argue loudly, but seeing their expression i can tell that they are in problem. We're not going to solve their problem or even talk about it. On the second case, my friends(again), 2 people and couple. They are not act like usually and if i may call it then they are in problem too.

From the both case i have some thought. when couple were not in relationship status i may say that they are very close to each other. They don't have any problem and they like yeah, teen-in-love or whatever, very romantic. And after some couple in relationship and DUAR! many problems come out and say hello to them. MOST of the couple would say "Arguing each other is not unusual event, it could be our SPICE in relationship" sometimes i can't follow this statement. Maybe yeah, in relationship you need some problems so both of you can solve it together and your power of love become stronger (-____-)

But, for me much problems only make your life become complicated and you waste too much time to think some complicated things. So i conclude that "why we should have relationship, if we get romantic moment in-not relationship"

MOST of people would say, if they are in open relationship well it would be disadvantages to girl. Why? maybe true that boys will do their "wild" act if in not relationship like have another girl or if the boy go-out with other girl you become jealous but you cant scold him because you're nothing to him. that maybe perfect reason. but it is only applicable to playboy type, if not i sure he fall very deep into you.

But c'mon what are importance of status relationship in teenlove? rival would not able again get close to your b/g friend? how about if your b/g friend is the most famous and beautiful? it doesnt feel strange, people want get closer. what again?

it is only linked into "possesivity" yeah that's it what i thought today. you could hold his/her hand both in relationship or not. you could tell his/her how much you love him/her everyday. dont think that romantic moment only owned by couple. it is owned by all people.

School

Kemarin jumat udah bagi rapor, alhamdulillah memuaskan o:) yah semua anak kumbang sekarang menunggu hari selasa sebagai permulaan libur outing.

Kelas x outing ke podomoro, kelas xi ke teluk gelam dan kelas xii ke bangka. Ayolah cepat2 hari selasa. Udah males skolah.

Kenapa juga kumbang bsok harus skolah, padahal selasa libur. Mana bsok plajaran hell-o bosaan dan susah dan susuk.

Lailah, sekolah jaman skrg bkin nyusahin anak murid aja ya -___-

Selasa, aku menunggumu. Sekalian latian drama buat pensi. Drama kami seru looh haha

Ne + Penthos

NE : (n) No

PENTHOS : (n) grief, sorrow, mourning

I want Nepenthe, it is "drug of forgetfulness".It quells all sorrows with forgetfulness.

*sigh

10 October 2010

Tenth of October 2010

A good date. An usual day in good date. Nothing much i hope from this day. I just wished that i could pass this day without any problem.

Sunday, what a perfect day to have a girlfriend on this good date. But sorry, i'm not interested on good date. Just because a good date always lead to bad end. That's why i'm always avoiding good date. Just be realistic, date doesnt mean much to memory. They're just have a higher place than others memory.

That's all?

Yeah that's all what the special about good date, others date are good either because each day are meaningful for us.

And another good date will come soon : 20 october 2010 or symbolised by 20102010 nothing special for me.

Sleeping

Sleeping: (n) suspend consciousness

Yesterday i slept around 5 p.m. then i woke up at 1 o'clock in the midnite. Usually, i sleep around 11 p.m. - 1 a.m. but because yesterday i havent got much sleep time i sleep earlier than before.

Actually, if someone asked me what thing that made you really regret it after did it i would answer : sleeping. It is not that i don't want to go sleep but i had some different thought with others. Sleep is need, but how if sleep is called more than a need, it almost become a "habit". 

When sleeping become your Habit, then every time you had to sleep you could go to sleep and you didn't plan when will you wake up. There is so much "unplanned time" you spent on sleep. And you know what, the 'time you sleep' would be a waste if you sleep earlier, i thought when i sleep around 9 p.m and sleep around 11 p.m there's is so much difference in that 2 hours interval. 

You could do something more in that interval. Imagine if you could finished one book in that interval. It is better than sleeping itself. 

So everyone that could go sleep at midnite they must be grateful, because not much person that could have some chance to do things more. So sleeping too much is really extravagant thing. Because you had lost your time.

Some another talk

Mid-term test today will end. Great but it will start another day with full of lesson, homework and quizzes.

I think my head are going to explode if this thing happen for 6 years like elementary school. I'm grateful that elementary school only teach us something really useful. Not like a senior high, i think almost of senior high's material already learned on junior high. We just learn some damn improvement from the lesson.

"School never end" yeah school never end and its thing that made us depress never end too.

I wish i can do my last midterm test on term 3 today. Amen

:(

Athazagoraphobia: 
(Noun) An irrational fear of forgetting, being forgotten or ignored, or replaced.


Am i feared Goodbye? No. 
It just that i dont want goodbye come soon to me. It is not that i hope you to be with me everytime. 
I know, someday everyone will have their own destination to go. To reach their dream, to accomplish their mission or even to destroy their hope.


We can't in same boat everytime. That's why if there's a hello there's a goodbye.
Just right now, i wished you always be with me till "that" goodbye come and seperate us. 


Yeah, let me tell you that i want you but i'm not in the certain condition to utter it. Please wait till i fullfill the conditions. 


So in this hollowness , i wished again that goodbye not come soon...