You do stupid things because Love?

lol, the title up there seems fit to me right now. Yesterday it had been pleasure for me to be accepted in my favorite university Itb, but i was accepted on the wrong faculty. it is kind of confusing for me to choose whether i go on with the prestige or keep myself with passion. A day, i kept thinking about it for a day. Kinda harsh thinking though.

I thought people will say "are you stupid or something for throw itb off over private college" but thanks, instead people advise me to choose with my choice and my heart carefully. This is your life so make sure to not make any regret after then. Thank you everyone for your advice :') i owe you lot.

and so, i decided that i am proudly as #GwAnakPrasmul batch 08 :)

and congrats for eka that had chosen and stand firmly with her choice and accepting herself as UGM college student! (which is that yesterday we had some doubt with our choices)
other congrats may go too for Hana, Sarah Mareta, Cindy, Olla and Oci! Congrats for everyone and success for you all :D

some notes : Itb doesn't have any blacklist policy and so it will okay for my school and my grader below me. 

Risau Galau Entahlah

Well, I'm not quite sure should i be happy or not.....

Destiny? I Hope so

Great, Holiday with no upcoming holiday plans made me deciding to participate in snmptn on 12th-13th june. Took social science as my major test without any experience on this major but it's fine. It's a challenge for me. a Total challenge to measure how far my spirit can go and how long i can stay in boredom. Economics, Sociology, Geography and History are things that amazingly i'm interested in now. Anyway, i'm very lazy with book-reading instead i'm learning from Digital-Learning which is a better way to study.

I am not a pre-college student that interested in state-owned college, i prefer studying in Private college. Well to be sure i don't have any interest with it, don't know why. Maybe since i entered education, i was raised in private school at elementary level and high school level except the junior level. That's why i got that mindset :p 

I'm already falling love with Prasetiya Mulya, i have taken look at its curriculum, it offers me many curriculum that may be not in others college's curriculum. It's bit a weird huh for a high school leavers choosing his next education based on curriculum? I think so, but yeah curriculum is thing i'm going to struggle with for 4 years. If you hate some, you'll not enjoy others. But, this is how universe works, i'm already falling in love with the curriculum before i took entrance test. I love how new building i'm going to study. I love how binus, uph and others college my friends attended to is in the same region. I love how the entrance test system, I love their college systems, i love their names since many companies know lots about it. I love their very bright blue jacket (even PalcomTe*h university use the same color but still kinda love it). I love how they give a scholarship to all level economy, i means many college divide economy level only to two. Upper Level and Lower Level. They always forget about the middle level, but thank God, private colleges offer much scholarship to all level and so the chances are big for middle level family like me.

I've ever think Prasetiya Mulya is a God's line for me because well, in October 2011 Prasetiya Mulya had opened the entrance test for Jakarta region, i really want to participate because there was a scholarship test too but dad and mom would not allowed me to go to Jakarta. I feel kinda lost my hope for entering it. Coming back from Bandung after very terrific trip with friends in February 2012, one day i was checking their site and found there would be an entrance test in Palembang oh my God, and of course the scholarship was still available and not only that i didn't pay for the entrance test too. and got a scholarship too. Oh My God, i couldn't say anything better to express happiness on that time. Well, I feel this is what i called with destiny.

I know my mother's friends won't know anything about Prasetiya Mulya they even ask many times how to spell it but it doesn't matter, for me how i lived next 4 years with passion is more important to me than living with prestigious name and forcing my brain, I can't stand with any Natural Science materials. I'm already in love with Prasetiya Mulya. Well, there still a lot of time to take this seriously as my destiny but i really put my faith into this pray "I hope this is the one" aamiin. 

God Bless me for my future, i believe in you. And God Bless Kumbang '09 and especially Science4 for their SNMPTN test and their future. You're the Mightiest God :)

err... what is this?

Jaman friendster dulu kayaknya ngetren banget sama slideshow-generator macam rockyou gini.
Cuman nggak tau deh ini foto2nya kemana, by the way the song is still nice to be heard 

Oh really...

Prom Night have ended. Never thought that i'll be very mellow like this since on the last day of school i'm not very sad because i thought everyone still be together for awhile and not going to change everything. Seeing Luthfi, Fathan, Eka, Hana, Tania flew to Jakarta and Bandung suddenly make me feel losing something and not only that. I'm already missing everyone so bad :( No more party-ing , no more watching together, no more accompany to eating. I'm going to miss unimportant talk and school talk with luthfi, jokes from fathan, "kode" and "risau" talk with eka, gossiping with hana and bully-ing Tania :( Damn I'm surely gonna miss them everytime :(

.... i don't know what to say, i'm so speechless...
it's so unfair when the goodbyes always feeling like this yet hellos have so much better feeling.
I'm praying the best for you all. Goodluck buddies! May God Blessed all the times.
If you all have time, be sure to contact me ;)