Finally! 4th term was ended nicely !! I am so happy that i could die. It was VERY HARD term for me. Because many problems came up, then many choices should be made also many things lost and sacrificed. Not to mention, the classes i had taken was difficult and cumbersome. By the end of 4th term it means finally i am having new start for upcoming months. I want to try to spend my holiday to the fullest. I am going to do everything i love and everything i really want to have it done before. It just that how thankful i am to Him, because with His guidance i can stand firmly with every choices i made. Thank God, it was very lucky to me for always having faith toward you. Recent months i was just considering myself to take another university entrance exam for applying medical school for particular reasons i can't explained but turned out i am just going to stick with this major (I do love marketing) haha
Well, on to another side i am trying to be "new me". I don't know how exactly i am going to redefine me but at least starting now i am going to achieve everything i could and try to take many opportunities out there such as participating in competition or learning how to design or coding or anything that seems interesting for me. I hope that would enhance my abilities in the future and so help me to redefine me.
Oh this might be not important but i just want to say that right now i am taking distance with my inner circle friends. Hmm... i am not really sure why i am doing this, but the truth, maybe i just care with someone within my circle and i would do everything for this person's sake but get nothing in return and so i don't want to be involved with this person and related people. It is a hard one to be forgotten because when you love someone's personality than appearance it just make none can help you to forget. One year is quite long time i think for caring someone that never cares about you and maybe i should really stop trying now... i hope so. But if this feeling never fade, i already given all of my faith to Him as Al-Muqallib, the Turner of Heart.
And so the last thing i would like to always remember is "Some Words are better unspoken and some feelings are better remain unsaid" because now i know that not everything you feel can be said :)
