A Bit long uninteresting

An usual night to write a post about something in my mind. Right now, at the moment i'm writing this i feel so.....  angry... but not really but yeah still angry. It is about my team's homework to make a slide about History, about what Gusdur And Habibie ever did to Indonesia, and yet they all promised me on the afternoon to give the material and send it by email and now 23:09 and there's no incoming mail or at least messages!!! Damn, i'm so f**cked up now -___- And it still undone now.

Well, it is a God destiny i thought. lol.

There's something  on my mind for weeks. It's been a long time for wanting to have someone you cared most cared about you too - or actually i did but just concealed it. Let's say it "was" but i have a thought that i wanted to share.

Ever heard a quote like "Leave someone that doesn't care with you, and start to pay attention to person who love you most" ? Actually i thought deeply about this and finally understand this quote has an impossibility. Yeah you can't love the person you don't love even he/she loved you most than the person you adored so much. You're so stubborn for still getting in love with someone that doesn't care with you and you still left the person whom loved you most out there.

So, is it really true that you will leave the person you most cared and turned away reaching someone who adored you so much? A few of us will do, excluding me.

ah actually, i don't know what i was writing!

UTS Done

Almost a week or accurately 6 hard days already passed. I realllyyyyy thank God for the result of this mid-term test. At least I didn't have any remedial. Alhamdulillaah. In that tiring 6 hard days i rarely found myself sleep at 12.00 a.m. instead i always sleep at 2.00 a.m and wake up at 5.00 a.m. My hardwork is paid :) Now, school is going to be like usual until End of November, finalllyyy...

It's already the fourth month of Third Grade school. Only 6 months later we're going to go to graduate. Damn, Time please slower than anything, I mean it so much.