How long it was been? I felt it has been very long time ago i decided to not post anything here anymore. I believed, i was doing well for the past year. Not that at the moment i was being back as before but you know i am not sure if things messed up or not now.
There had much things happened this year, 2016. A lot of milestones were achieved. If i have to list (as my reminder to be grateful) I have
1. Graduated with flying colors
2. Worked at 2 different companies this year one at Veritrans and the other which currently where i am is Prudential and got a new circle
3. I want to think more but i'm stuck...
but there are many things i had lost too. To be honest, i am being empty again... for the past year until now i could not connect anymore to anyone. The wall is too high, the pit is too deep and the sea is too vast. I lack motivation like before and i feel i could not get myself together.
life is bitter. What do i have to seek from now on? Fortune? Fame? Love?
all i know is nothing
all i want is nothing
all i hope is nothing
all i wish is nothing
all left is nothing
