This title's post sums up everything now. Do you ever imagine for the past 2 weeks i am crazily toward someone and now i am almost gone crazy (again) which i mean into depressing state again. Seriously, I can't handle things like before. Fucked up. I feel messed up. Day by day, i believe less, if this is happening continuously i am going to resent everything even i will resent myself for being like this.
Truly, i can't profess God's Plan but his plan is unbearable. I give up. I can't hold it anymore. I am afraid of what may future brings. If i had to wish, i wished to never wake up again for the rest of year maybe or longer. But life (especially for me) does not easily give you everything you had wished for right? hahaha such an irony.
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