Well. I don't know, what the purpose of everything happened. Guess too much things happened, i can't comprehend them normally like usual people. I am just full of negativity, i am so fcking tired with all of those things happened and of course i am tired with myself. I don't understand God's plan. It seems happiness would never be given to me anyway. Done, i am so done. fcking done.
I am so tired, i don't know what happened anymore. Is there really a purpose for living like this. Damn, i can't show how exhausted i am with this life, words can't described it. All i need is something to rely on. I don't believe people anymore, i don't value things anymore, and i keep questioning myself. Keep repeating that until i don't know what choice i still have. Aimless and literally don't know what i have to do make things get better. Because everything i did was waste, nothing lead to anything good.
I think if it has not been for years, i wouldn't be like this. I am not sure what will happened if the rest of year still like this.
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