It always were people's expectation that led me up to this point. It always were his expectation, her expectation, their expectation and everyone's expectation that led up to this point. And someday you have to find by yourself what do you really want to do, then got confused, because all the time of your life was just following other people's expectation and you can't decide it what do you really want to do. 

So, tell me if you know what to do in your life? 

Because, i'm afraid what i am going to do is just another escape, won't make everything better.