Everyday is Good day

Its already Eid Mubarak day for some people thought i havent celebrate it but let say : HAPPY EID MUBARAK GUYS, WISH WE WILL BECOME A BETTER PERSON ON THIS HOLY DAY :)

actually thinking of eid mubarak means 2 days more is september, you know what.. it's first 3 months of last year studying. I mean, i really want to graduate soon just because this f-ing stuff homework quizzes and even more. But at the same time i really want the time to stop. It just i really love my class yeah and i'm gonna miss it. It is so different now, i'm always having a goodtime in school now. Having fun with lutpi hana albet momo neni. Having a great conv. with ela tara eka fatan. Having happiness from making fun of cindy and val and tania. Having a smile from hearing jokes from sarah, fifi, bena, temid.

Well they really make my day everyday :) thx. I hope this will last veryyyyyyy looong

It's been awhilee yeaah

Yes It has been awhile since i last posting. Kind of missing the moment i always stay to this blog. Dont know why but i'm very lazy with any social network like twitter fb google plus or even the new one heelloo (i dont know how to write it) it seems there nothing interesting with them anymore.

It has been awhile and i already turned to 17. Still young but is having so much burden on this age. Thinking of college, college and college. Right now i just want the time to stop and i spend my time with my friends so i can stop thinking that for a moment. Oh God I mean it...

What to do next

"Re-Start?"

Looks like. Cause it is

A promising choice i have than "ENDURE"

Well

I'm NOT Dead but i'm rehabilitating

on my own way, on my own perspective

Let's reunite

It's already broken into pieces.

Everyone is full with hatred and love

If One doesnt care with others, others will follow

Ignoring each other and Suddenly Be Quiet one another.

Loving like a dove-bird and leaving your friend behind and your precious-time

Forgetting who's much been care to you before

Talking about people's bad too MUCH

"If you don't agree me, go to hell" and "Mind your business, dont mind mine" statement is exist 

We're wrong because we WERE a team.

We missed our predicate as a "most-unified-class"

If Only we could make us into piece anymore.

I feel Grateful.

Let's Reunite

Once More

Nasionalisme

Rabu kemarin baru aja belajar tentang nasionalisme "Cinta Kepada Negara Sendiri"

Yah jujur saya baru cinta negara saya akhir-akhir ini saja. Masalah yang timbul dimana-mana malah ngebuat saya prihatin dan jadi pengen ngerubah sesuatu yang ada di negara ini. Sekilas kepikiran waktu lagi di WC tentang gimana Indonesia 20 tahun lagi? dan tiba-tiba terlintas pikiran tentang pendidikannya. Jelas aja pendidikan sekarang nggak 'terasa' apa-apa walaupun udah ganti menteri.

Kalo misalnya aja suara siswa-siswi Indonesia didengarkan dan dipikirkan mungkin akan sedikit mengubah sistem pendidikan Indonesia yang usang ini. Lihat saja untuk pendidikan SMA nya dimana siswa dihantam habis-habisan di kelas X untuk belajar kurang lebih 15-20 mata pelajaran per minggu nya dengan waktu sekolah yang hampir menghabiskan setengah hidup siswa hanya untuk bersekolah. IPA dan IPS, 2 titel ini yang lagi heboh diperbicarakan pas kelas X.

2010. Setiap Orang masih beranggapan IPA-lebih-baik dibandingkan IPS. Bisa dilihat betapa diskriminatifnya Indonesia dengan stigma ini yang jelas-jelas membuat secara tidak langsung menge-cap IPS itu 'bodoh'. Entahlah, padahal Indonesia ini yang 'bodoh'. Bahkan Swasta juga masih dipandang di sebelah mata. Tetangga depan saya *maaf* dengan bangga pamer anaknya masuk negeri kepada saya yang bersekolah di swasta.

Jujur tahun-tahun mau penjurusan saya selalu ribut mulut dengan mama saya tentang IPS dan IPA. Saya lebih memilih IPS ketimbang mama saya yang ingin saya masuk IPA, saya cinta ekonomi, akuntansi, sosiologi dan geografi (saya benci sejarah). Bukannya sombong, tetapi di kelas saya dulu katanya ekonomi itu susah banget apalagi yang ngajarnya, karena saya cinta sama ekonomi bagi saya siapapun gurunya ataupun materinya saya tetap menikmatinya, dan alhasil nilai ekonomi saya cukup memuaskan, mungkin karena saya cinta ekonomi.

Yah kenyataannya saya harus bertunangan dengan Fisika, Kimia, Matematika dan Biologi untuk beberapa tahun kedepan. Yasudahlah...


Sedikit ide yang saya dapatkan waktu saya lagi di WC :
*mikir untuk sma nih

• Untuk jam sekolah paling lama jam 2 atau boleh kurang tetap diatas jam 1, Berlangsung Senin-Jumat dan pulang sekolah tidak boleh ada les tambahan dari guru hanya boleh ada ekskul.
• Pembagian kelas tidak dimulai dengan kelas X tetapi dengan sistem sebutan "Semester" jadi ada 6 semester dalam 1 SMA, mungkin untuk kelas lebih dari 1 bisa dipakai huruf(a,b,c, dst) untuk membedakan kelas yang satu dengan yang lain.
• Semester 1 dilarang adanya kelas unggulan/khusus/dsb dan hanya diperbolehkan di Semester 2 agar dapat dilihat perkembangan siswa dulu.
• Kemudian Semester 3 adalah pembagian jurusan, ada 2 jurusan kategori besar yaitu IPA dan IPS namun dibagi dalam beberapa sub sehingga bisa memfokuskan untuk perkuliahan. 
• Pembagian IPA : Bio-Kimia (Pemfokusan bagi yang ingin menjadi dokter misalnya), Fisika-Matematika (Pemfokusan bagi yang ingin teknik misalnya) dan jurusan lainnya (saya tidak tahu banyak tentang kuliah). 
• Pembagian IPS : Geografi-Matematika, Ekonomi-Akuntansi dan jurusan lainnya (Ya, saya malas untuk mencari tahu kuliah)
• Ketentuannya setiap IPA dan IPS memiliki matematika-dasar, berbagai pelajaran pendukung keahlian (Elektro, Bahasa asing, Komputer, dll)
• Sistem UN/kelulusan diganti dengan Ujian Regional (Bisa dispesifikkan hingga batas kota) 

Sedikit berlebihan tetapi setidaknya tidak membuat siswa terlalu stress dengan pelajaran sekolah yang banyak . Yah namanya juga angan-angan untuk negara, mana tau bakal terjadi 20-30 tahun kedepan, mungkin saja. Saya (mungkin Siswa Indonesia) muak dengan sistem pemerintahan yang lagaknya tiap tahun UN selalu lancar 'tanpa' adanya bocoran, sengaja menyusahkan siswa tanpa tahu aplikasi ilmu itu apa. Kita cuman berkutat pada sistem "NILAI" yang cuman terdiri tidak lebih dari 3 digit yang begitu disembah orang banyak.


Pathetic

Galau lagi Galau lagi

Today, on Geography and Math lesson i didn't pay much attention to the lesson, but i pay more to my class and its people. Well in my you-may-call recess time there is something that really made me do some thought about it. Yeah, not far from other post, it is still about love. How many times i should explain this, yeah sometimes telling about love just make boys become weak. geez.

Back to my recess time, yeah my friends, 2 people, and they are couple, they were arguing each other. They don't argue loudly, but seeing their expression i can tell that they are in problem. We're not going to solve their problem or even talk about it. On the second case, my friends(again), 2 people and couple. They are not act like usually and if i may call it then they are in problem too.

From the both case i have some thought. when couple were not in relationship status i may say that they are very close to each other. They don't have any problem and they like yeah, teen-in-love or whatever, very romantic. And after some couple in relationship and DUAR! many problems come out and say hello to them. MOST of the couple would say "Arguing each other is not unusual event, it could be our SPICE in relationship" sometimes i can't follow this statement. Maybe yeah, in relationship you need some problems so both of you can solve it together and your power of love become stronger (-____-)

But, for me much problems only make your life become complicated and you waste too much time to think some complicated things. So i conclude that "why we should have relationship, if we get romantic moment in-not relationship"

MOST of people would say, if they are in open relationship well it would be disadvantages to girl. Why? maybe true that boys will do their "wild" act if in not relationship like have another girl or if the boy go-out with other girl you become jealous but you cant scold him because you're nothing to him. that maybe perfect reason. but it is only applicable to playboy type, if not i sure he fall very deep into you.

But c'mon what are importance of status relationship in teenlove? rival would not able again get close to your b/g friend? how about if your b/g friend is the most famous and beautiful? it doesnt feel strange, people want get closer. what again?

it is only linked into "possesivity" yeah that's it what i thought today. you could hold his/her hand both in relationship or not. you could tell his/her how much you love him/her everyday. dont think that romantic moment only owned by couple. it is owned by all people.

Ne + Penthos

NE : (n) No

PENTHOS : (n) grief, sorrow, mourning

I want Nepenthe, it is "drug of forgetfulness".It quells all sorrows with forgetfulness.

*sigh

10 October 2010

Tenth of October 2010

A good date. An usual day in good date. Nothing much i hope from this day. I just wished that i could pass this day without any problem.

Sunday, what a perfect day to have a girlfriend on this good date. But sorry, i'm not interested on good date. Just because a good date always lead to bad end. That's why i'm always avoiding good date. Just be realistic, date doesnt mean much to memory. They're just have a higher place than others memory.

That's all?

Yeah that's all what the special about good date, others date are good either because each day are meaningful for us.

And another good date will come soon : 20 october 2010 or symbolised by 20102010 nothing special for me.

Sleeping

Sleeping: (n) suspend consciousness

Yesterday i slept around 5 p.m. then i woke up at 1 o'clock in the midnite. Usually, i sleep around 11 p.m. - 1 a.m. but because yesterday i havent got much sleep time i sleep earlier than before.

Actually, if someone asked me what thing that made you really regret it after did it i would answer : sleeping. It is not that i don't want to go sleep but i had some different thought with others. Sleep is need, but how if sleep is called more than a need, it almost become a "habit". 

When sleeping become your Habit, then every time you had to sleep you could go to sleep and you didn't plan when will you wake up. There is so much "unplanned time" you spent on sleep. And you know what, the 'time you sleep' would be a waste if you sleep earlier, i thought when i sleep around 9 p.m and sleep around 11 p.m there's is so much difference in that 2 hours interval. 

You could do something more in that interval. Imagine if you could finished one book in that interval. It is better than sleeping itself. 

So everyone that could go sleep at midnite they must be grateful, because not much person that could have some chance to do things more. So sleeping too much is really extravagant thing. Because you had lost your time.