"The Delight of presence is best known by the torments of absence"

My friend said

Randomly, kita lagi ngomongin inception rame-rame dan ada temen yang ngomong 

"Kem, kalau misalnya hidup cuman isinya sorrowful sama sadness doang tapi di mimpi lo tetep bahagia terus. Lo lebih milih yang mana?" 

 "Hem... Kalo gue sih lebih milih hidup sedih aja deh kayaknya dari pada cuman mimpi doang"

 "Yakin banget? Kalo gue sih mending prefer get no life at all, mending mati deh"

 Geez, serandom itu pembicaraan mahasiswa ya hahaha

P.S : But that is true, choosing one of them to live on just make everything become harder. 

Have You?

Have you ever reached a point in your life, which is you feel tired to face the reality and the dreams itself? I mean like the reality gave you alot of pressure and alot of stressful situation that you might not expect and you just feel sorrowfulness in life and try to avoid every single thing in your life. Or the dreams that give you alot of impossibilities inside, it just too good to be true things, it would never happened in life, it just mere of an illusion. So what kind of life i can expect on this point?

Gratitude

"When One Thousand Words of thank you still never get enough to say my gratitude to My God for what He has done. But again and again, Thank You very much God. Thank you and very thank you"

Analogy

You're very exhausted and very thirsty now, There is a glass in front of you. There are two different events after this part. First, The Glass is emptied. Second, The Glass is full of water. For the Emptied Glass you Think it will not help you to relieve the thirsty, you'll just feel the same, still exhausted and thirsty. But the water in the glass is giving you some fear that you are still feeling thirsty after drinking it.
Which one you will choose?

Something Has Lost

I do not know what things have been lost from myself, but i found that there is something different than ever. Still wondering. Can not described it either but for sure, It is just a bit... hollow.

I think i know

I think i know, How its feel..
When you lost your faith and you lost your hope
When your world's shattered into pieces..
or just when you feel numb about pain and rejection

I think i know, How confusing at that moment
When the world seems so empty
When there's no one left to be happy with
or just when the time flew, yet you don't know what to do

I think i know, How hard the life is
When opportunity always coming late
When regretting is your only option
or just when Life left you empty handed

I think i know, that myself is lost