Oh really...

Prom Night have ended. Never thought that i'll be very mellow like this since on the last day of school i'm not very sad because i thought everyone still be together for awhile and not going to change everything. Seeing Luthfi, Fathan, Eka, Hana, Tania flew to Jakarta and Bandung suddenly make me feel losing something and not only that. I'm already missing everyone so bad :( No more party-ing , no more watching together, no more accompany to eating. I'm going to miss unimportant talk and school talk with luthfi, jokes from fathan, "kode" and "risau" talk with eka, gossiping with hana and bully-ing Tania :( Damn I'm surely gonna miss them everytime :(

.... i don't know what to say, i'm so speechless...
it's so unfair when the goodbyes always feeling like this yet hellos have so much better feeling.
I'm praying the best for you all. Goodluck buddies! May God Blessed all the times.
If you all have time, be sure to contact me ;)

2012

Just Realising that it is 2012

Everything could happened without any notice

Anything is possible 

What a big surprise  =))

Love is A Four Letter Word

Life never met tiredness

Capek itu cuman berusaha sendiri tanpa ada hasil
Capek itu cuman nolong tapi sia-sia
Capek itu kalo nggak ada yang bilang makasih sama yang dilakukan
Capek itu care sama orang dan nggak ada yang sadar
Capek itu selalu ngarep balesan untuk yang pertama kali
Capek itu when everything is being gloomy all of sudden
Capek itu cuman dianggukin iya tapi nggak mau tau
Capek itu saat memberi semuanya tapi nggak dihargain
Capek itu karena bertahan...
Yet, capek-capek itu percuma...

K all around

Okay...
I just love this song and its meaning. deeply and meaningful.



P.S : I've been addicted with So Shi and suddenly become a sone --" 

Somehow

I accepted everything and it was very fine, excluded one matter. I'm still hoping for no reasons, even tough i know what the consequences are for me. I know that from the start it is going to be hard-way yet i still want to through that way.

Miracles are only miraculous miracle. It is never happened. That time i realized that we'll never make it. But who knows someday my effort is going to be paid by God. All i can do is wishing and hoping. It is a hope that i'll only wish ever for ...

Yeah, that's the truth

I don't know what to say right now... It just that everything happened for reasons now. Somehow, i enjoy my absurd life. I really enjoy it right now, no matter how absurd it is.... I still fucked in love with you for all of these three years

God might know the best yet i'm still hoping that another fate will meet me.